(i like to sing) [23 Feb 2005|08:20pm] lie detector test 2/23/05 take off your shirt so i can see the bruises you scream about i'll exam every inch of your skin with high doubts you say my soul hurt your heart i call it a lie because you were the one you broke mine and made hell start i will crawl into your brain and pressure you to feel the same kill me, kill yourself, you are the devil and you command this hell drown the people you meet with self doubt and damaging defeats you're mind is contagious, i know because it got to me wipe those false tears for your eyes doctor, doctor bandages you up with just more lies i can see right through you with my new found strength and powers it doesn't take a surgeon to see that your heart is cold and you never loved me kill me, kill yourself, you are the devil and you command this hell drown the people you meet with self doubt and damaging defeats you're mind is contagious, i know because it got to me i remember that dark night that my eyes shut cold and black i fell to the pavement my lungs gave out my feelings were hurt and my courage lost but with the revival came my help kill me, kill yourself, you are the devil and you command this hell drown the people you meet with self doubt and damaging defeats you're mind is contagious, i know because it got to me

(i like to sing) [31 Jan 2005|06:07pm] "true" 1/31/05 you look so beautiful, you look so bright your brown eyes were reflecting this moon light i held you closer, it's cold outside you kissed my forehead and told me,"it will be alright" like a mother holding a infant in her wound, being with you makes me feel so..so true up the stairs you walked me i kissed you you whispered,"don't wake the neighbors because little johnny doesn't need to be amused." laughing, i laugh you held me the grass seemed greener in the dark it was a star that was falling into my head i am dazed, i feel so true love is a grain of sand washing up between your toes by chance falling in love is just by chance, i preach to you but you insist it was destiny hope we get married, yeah we joke of things so true joke of children, yeah we joke of true things like that too you look so beatiful, you look so bright your brown eyes reflecting this summer's light i held you closer, even thoough it's hot outside you kissed my forehead and told me,"let's go inside" like a father not wanting to let go i disciplined and left because this feeling, i don't want a feeling of regret true, this is true true, true, true, this is true

(i like to sing) [05 Jan 2005|07:22pm] i used a sheet of wrinkled paper and cut out the shape of your face i burned it in a newly lit fire and hoped each paper flake would turn gray, shatter, and break you are a mule in a farm of horses, no stallions they are so much greater than you but you still remain shallow try to stand out, class clown they say your head can get so big it blows the clouds far away you are a fool you are a piece of shit i wanna place in a bag throw it on a front porch and make you laugh wait, it's your santuary i bet you used to feel safe till the big kids crushed your territory Mary was a virgin, so she was so pure to say, "why do you feel the need to bruise this girl everyday?" you had no response, you're too selfish to say but somehow, somehow deeply, you wish you weren't this way

(2 x i like to sing) [18 Oct 2004|08:18pm] sunday evening before school dreading homework dreading you restless in sleep engages in nightmares satan himself would gain bigger fears fast heart beat slower pulse let me die no one will know kill me tonight for i have sinned saying i love you untruthfully letting black emotions begin im letting him stab me with my own free will not stopping the bleeding i'm just another one of his kill

(i like to sing) [10 Oct 2004|08:05am] i didnt write this song, but im in love with it..so i thought i would share it with u. it's mazzy star's "wild horses" Childhood living, is easy to do. The things that you wanted, I bought them for you. Graceless lady, you know who I am. You know I can't let you, slide through my hands. And wild horses, couldn't drag me away. And wild horses, couldn't drag me away. I watched you suffer, a dull aching pain. Now you decided, to show me the same. No sweeping exits, or offstage lines. Can make me feel bitter, or treat you unkind. And wild horses, couldn't drag me away. And wild wild horses, couldn't drag me away. (I know, I dreamed you a sin and a lie) Faith has been broken, tears must be cried. Let's do some living, after we die. And wild horses, couldn't drag me away. And wild wild horses, couldn't drag me away. And wild wild horses, we'll ride them someday. And wild wild horses, we'll ride them someday.

(i like to sing) i need you next to me [19 Sep 2004|09:53am] u dont know what u've done to me ur voice on the phone makes me scream "come to me" i cant control myself hold me down before i need someone else im trapped inside this prison marked "a home" im dying here i need u now so i grab onto something because i need you because i need to feel you next to me i met u on a monday and by tuesday we were making love and feeling things that God gives from only above i cant stop speaking and feeling all your words because i need you because i i need to feel you next to me (yeah) (yeah) tomorrow isnt just another day it's a memorial of everything we feel expressions on ur lips screaming "i need u" i need you i need to feel you i need you i need to feel you next to me

(i like to sing) song [12 Sep 2004|10:24am] COMMON - 9/12/04 i see fear within your eyes ur pushing me away because ur afraid of suprises i was hoping we would have more to say before we made out and went on with our day my heart is bleeding seeing you is everything that im needing my voice is carried out saying your name is my love without a doubt common (fly away) common (our hearts r here to stay) your touch is pleasing and hates r misleading i can trust your soul like my own a perfect match like a flame and wood keeping up would take everything we could my heart is bleeding seeing you is everything that im needing my voice is carried out saying your name is my love without a doubt common (fly away) common (our hearts r here to stay) common (fly away) common (our hearts r here to stay) you understand every freckle and piece of my mind and every 'i love you' has meaning it isnt just a slur of careless mistakes (slow) my heart is bleeding seeing you is everything that im needing (loud again) my heart is bleeding seeing you is everything that im needing my voice is carried out saying your name is my love without a doubt my heart is bleeding seeing you is everything that im needing my voice is carried out saying your name is my love without a doubt common (fly away) common (our hearts r here to stay) common (fly away) common (our hearts r here to stay)

(1 x i like to sing) [27 Aug 2004|08:22pm] some digital art (most under cut bcuz too large) ( I'm missing your voice at night time... )

(i like to sing) song [07 Aug 2004|10:37am] i just wanna let u know this is the last song you will ever hear after the announcer says "go" you're gonna run right past the arrows you're gonna run past every crowded street stumbling and falling my heart still down by your feet Can I talk to you? Can i say goodbye before the day we die? Will you listen? If my microphone was off and that sweat on my face was glistening and things went wrong Or are we both already gone? this will be the last time that you will ever hear me say "i love you" and the last time words were spoken with truth Have we reached the end? Or is time still a fabric or a peice of metal ready to bend because if it is them i am lost Can I talk to you? Can i say goodbye before the day we die? Will you listen? If my microphone was off and that sweat on my face was glistening and things went wrong Or are we both already gone? If this is the end if this is the moment to say our last goodbyes is tomorrow not valid is tomorrow not that time (whisper) i just wanna let you know this is the last song you will ever hear (loud into chorus) Can I talk to you? Can i say goodbye before the day we die? Will you listen? If my microphone was off and that sweat on my face was glistening and things went wrong Can I talk to you? Can i say goodbye before the day I die? Will you listen? If my microphone was off and that sweat on my face was glistening We are gone

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